Zzz.

This is the most zzz moment of life.

Books. Zzz.
Kelantan papers. Zzz.
Sejarah. Zzz.
NO study leave. Zzz.

SECOND TRIAL PAPER FOR SEJARAH. Zzz.


And the thoughts of leaving my beloved home, my beloved town, my beloved country. Zzz. And "HAHA" to the sarcasm. It's a practical joke.

People are just rushing through their books for SPM. I can only comment: Zzz.

People are DESPERATE for the forecast topics for SPM. I would say: Zzz. That is if I even pronounce it correctly. Zzz. This is such a waste of time.

I really should be studying now, but I just can't find the tab to that nice song I've heard. Zzz.

No, I'm not announcing the name of that song. It's unavailable anyway. Zzz.

Touching my books is just like touching those kiddish Enid Blyton series once more. Memorising every single bit of childishness, one by one. Zzz.

Yea, that's education to you. MEMORISING. Ah, go to hell, memorisers! Zzz.

I guess that's Man's mental capacity in a world of numerical dominance. They say the more number of A1's (Currently A+. Zzz.), the better. Zzz.

Sometimes I just wonder whether we earn the distinction from our hard work MEMORISING instead of understanding. Zzz. Amen to that.

Oh, did I tell you our seniors used to learn 80 moral values instead of our current 36? Zzz.

Oh yea, do I have to add that these moral values are learnt by MEMORY? Zzz.

God gave us a cerebral cortex not just for memory, but for understanding and continuous learning throughout our lives. Zzz. Oh yea, I memorised that from Bio. What's there to understand about anyway? Zzz.

There's just this nonsensical word to everything. Zzz. Everything is just: Zzz. At this very moment right now.

My friends are having their "sick" leaves, and I'm not allowed to skip school even once. Zzz.

It's not like my attendance is getting A anyway, ever since my one week's case of HFM. Zzz.

Speaking of HFM, it should have infected me now than before... At least I get my sick leave. Sick without the inverted commas. Zzz.

The world is just so zzzzzz right now. I feel like having no life. MapleSEA is no life. DotA is no life.

Studies --> no life. Proven chemical equation. Zzz.

We all need a break from this. Zzz.

And I can't imagine... Getting 99.5 as a prerequisite for a course that seems more appealing to me than the others. Zzz. You guys guess the course.

And yea, the perfect ending:



Zzz.




Sekian, terima kasih. Zzz.




Zzz,
Zzz.





Count the number of times the word "Zzz." came out in this blog. Yes, it must just look like this: Zzz. Capitalisation and punctuation counts. Zzz. Size and font doesn't count. Text me the correct answer, and you win yourself a slap to any place which you desire, as long as it's on you not me. First come first serve basis! Zzz.

Trials

It's been a while since the last real update. You can't blame me. It's getting hectic now, and I still refuse to count the days to SPM. (The smarter ones count the days left till SPM is OVER!)

The results for trials are finally out - well, long time ago, but still, let's consider I've only bothered publishing it now. I've ended a 'wicked sick' streak of getting 1st in class this term. I've been overtaken. And it's such a relief I didn't fall any worse.

And whatever I said in "Maybe" (the previous post) actually came true after all...

Anyway, here it is:



BAHASA MELAYU
78 (1A) It's not supposed to be 1A, but 2A, but in the list it's written is 1A. o.O

ENGLISH
93 (1A)

MATHEMATICS
98 (1A)

SEJARAH
81 (1A) Ha. Ha.

PENDIDIKAN MORAL
88 (1A) Ironic of my morality.

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS
95 (1A)

CHEMISTRY
85 (1A)

BIOLOGY
80 (1A) In the face, you stupid Bio book!

PHYSICS
87 (1A) Most bias paper. I got the same marks as someone else. His remark was "OK", and mine was "NOT GOOD!". Grr.

ENGLISH FOR SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY
86 (1A)

PRINSIP PERAKAUNAN
84 (1A) I was having a bad stomachache and diarrhoea while doing this paper. >.<



GRAND TOTAL: 955/1100

AVERAGE: 86.81

POSITION: 2/44



I won't confirm these results until it's officialised. But anyway, I have made some epic failures in trials.

First of all, for BM rumusan, I got a legendary 12 out of 30. Amazing!

And I lost all my marks in Accounts because I didn't do the extra accounts (even though it didn't state they were necessary). Stupendous!

My Sejarah was legendary. Out of 12 marks, I only answered three points from the book, and I got eight correct. The effects of colonisation of the Europeans towards other regions. And I even wrote this crap: Europeans married the Asians, and thus came about the Eurasians. (In BM, of course.) Teacher's reason for not marking it: I'm not too sure about that. It's not even in the book!!! Well, I didn't get the mark anyway.

As usual, my friends' superb sniping skills on the objective questions of History kicked my arse totally. Surprisingly, I only lost 13 marks in my paper two (which I didn't even properly study for, oops), and all the rest from the sniping field dropped me. Grr.

At least I don't use cash to buy weapons in online games...

Neither do they.


=(



Dynasty Teo has finally ended. (Taken from my Facebook account, flooded by messages on my father.)

Maybe

Maybe some people don't realise their words are words I never think of saying.

Maybe some people don't realise that depriving me just makes me hunger for more.

Maybe some people don't realise how dangerous I am when that happens.

Well, maybe if they do realise, they won't know that they aren't the victims.

Maybe they don't so really realise who's the real victim.

Maybe they don't think my promises are actually worth keeping.

Maybe they don't realise the true meaning to them, rather than some stupid thing called academics and education.

Maybe some people don't even realise my modesty comes from something what they call a total F of a time in my past.

Maybe they don't really think that I'm capable of destroying no one but myself.

Maybe they actually think I'm just a joke.

Or maybe there is actually no point to prove them wrong.

They ARE wrong anyway.

.

As a friend,

Sometimes you say things that are better left unsaid. But out of will for the better, sometimes it has to be done.

Sometimes when you do so, you will have to face your friend trying to desolate you.

And sometimes, things will never get better.


Sometimes, you have to dwell with the truth, and live through it.

Sometimes you fall amidst doing so.

But sometimes, you live through it.

Because of a friend.


Sometimes, you may find someone trying to be getting less close to you.

But little do we know it's just an act of giving space.

And do we show it ourselves that the space they give is not necessary?

It's a space not to be left empty, but be filled by a friend?


And sometimes, you may slip your words, and how your friend feels may go unnoticeable.

When you notice it, it may be too late...

But what are you going to do about it? It's never too late. Until it is.


Sometimes, you never get a chance to say "I'm sorry."


Sometimes, the truth hurts. But you have to bear with it.

Sometimes, lies are revealed. Secrets are no longer hidden. And we are responsible for it.

Life is not always a matter of secrecy, it's a matter of time.


And so, when are you going to tell someone you've hurt that you're sorry?

When are you going to tell the exact truth, and when are you going to do something about it?

And when are you going to be honest, if it's for the best of your friend?

Will it be ever too late?

Passing Down

Let us say goodbye to this buggers:

EX BAND MAJOR:
ROLAND TEO (BOO!!!)

EX ASST BAND MAJOR:
MOHD. WARIQ

EX CONDUCTOR:
MOHD. WARIQ

EX DRUM MAJORS:
I. MUHD. AZRI
II. SHALOM WONG

EX SECRETARIAT:
SECRETARY I: WONG HICK MING
SECRETARY II: SEBASTIAN TAN
SECRETARY III: TIMOTHY NG

EX WELFARE:
FREDERICK TOH
ADNAN ZAKI

EX UNIFORM:
LIM KIM YONG
VOON SOON LOON

EX MARKING:
CAMILLUS CHENG

EX QUARTERMASTER:
JORDAN WEE

EX INSTRUMENT MASTERS:
WOODWIND: VOON SOON LOON
BRASS: JEFFREY LAW
PERCUSSION: ADNAN ZAKI
COLOURGUARD: M. KHAIRUDIN

EX AFTERNOON SUPERVISORS:
STANTON TAN
PHILIP LAW


And to all the EX section leaders as well. Which I'm not too sure of. =P

Now, let us say hello to the NEW buggers of SJSMSB!

The new:

AFTERNOON SUPERVISOR:
M. SHAHIRAN

INSTRUMENT MASTERS:
WOODWIND: PHILIP LAW
BRASS: BERTRAND ALBERT / JEFFREY LAW
PERCUSSION: RAPHAEL ISAIAH
COLOURGUARD: AQMAL / NIGEL CELLU

QUARTERMASTERS:
CAMILLUS CAEM
HAZIQ AZHAR
(SUPERVISED BY: JORDAN WEE, ADNAN ZAKI)

MARKING:
BRENDAN ALBERT
LOUIS VISALL
SEBASTIAN MACCLAY
(SUPERVISED BY: JEFFREY LAW / IAN RINO)

UNIFORM:
LIM KIM YONG
VOON SOON LOON
EDMUND NAYONG

WELFARE:
ABDUL WAIE
FAIZUL ZURAIMI
SHILTON SPELBERG
(SUPERVISED BY: FREDERICK TOH)

SECRETARIAT:
SECRETARY I: LUKE SIA
SECRETARY II: SEBASTIAN TAN
SECRETARY III: TIMOTHY NG

DRUM MAJORS:
JORDAN WEE
ADNAN ZAKI
FREDERICK TOH

CONDUCTOR:
TO BE CONFIRMED =P

ASST BAND MAJOR:
IAN RINO

BAND MAJOR:
JEFFREY LAW


Congratulations and best of luck (He. He.) to the new probationary board for SJSMSB 2009/2010. And I wish you a "great" year ahead. He. He.

And to the old board, thanks so much for your dedication and commitment, and may we all watch our juniors do the work, I mean, slavery this time, as we retire and go our separate ways. Sob sob.

But just a warning though.

1. You newbs (newbies) are subject to change, catastrophes and natural disasters.
2. I'm not too sure whether I've typed out the correct board list or not. Hehe!
3. To the band major - I'd love to see you cover your ears.
4. To the secretariat - Good luck finding your printer ink.
5. And finally to everyone - Have fun! ;)